Well, Charlotte's anniversary is today. Birthday? Death day? Is there a right word for this?
It's been six months.
Feels like forever.
I've been retracing time in my mind for the last 24 hours or so....
6 months ago right now my sister and I were looking at wedding pictures and everything was looking fine. I had no idea what was going to happen that day.
6 months ago right now was when we had our last ultrasound and everything was fine. I thought I was safe, at least for a few more days.
6 months ago right now was when Dr D came in and told us about HELLP, and then we went to L&D.
She was born at 5:22, died at 7:32 p.m. I have a few more hours to go.
Tomorrow is our hospital's Walk to Remember. Fitting weekend for us.
I'm just so tired. This is all so draining.
5 comments:
Big hugs to you. Passing those first few milestones are hard. I'm thinking of you today.
Im sending you lots of Hugs!
6 months is hard. I hope the walk is cleansing.
Hang in there hun, I am thinking of you today.
It's so hard. I'm thinking of you.
You are in my thoughts.
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