Good news and bad news.
Good news- I just got home from my bpp. It is the first time I've been allowed to go home from a biophysical. Up until now I've either been an inpatient or been admitted immediately following.
Bad news- Bumblebee's growth is slowing.
I'm not surprised, I figured it would come. I guess in the past few weeks with reasonably-controlled bp and a great biophysical two weeks ago, I've become cocky. I was taken down a notch today.
His tummy has only grown 2 days' worth of growth in the past two weeks. Head and arms are on schedule. Legs are short. It's the tummy that's concerning. According to Dr MFM, it's the tummy that's the first to go, and is usually the first sign for more growth restriction later on.
Of course, it's an inexact science, and there are ranges and all that. There's a chance it could catch up. But, with my history, there's also a good chance that he'll stop growing altogether soon. When that happens, he comes out, as leaving him in is a good recipe for stillbirth. At least he's big enough now that he has somewhat of a chance on the outside. 28 weeks tomorrow, but as we're now measuring behind, I don't know how comforting the dates are anymore.
Please little bee, hang in there a few weeks more.
I should be saying, please placenta, don't starve my baby.
I really, really suck at this whole "growing a baby" thing.
19 comments:
hang in there little bee... heather, i'm so sorry you have to go through all this. hoping that he can stay in and grow a little bit more for you.
I'm so sorry, Heather. Even with the good bpp, this must be scary to hear. Sending lots of "grow, grow, grow!" thoughts to your bee, and hoping things look up soon.
oh heather, i'm crossing my fingers, legs, eyes, everything for you and your bumblebee. hopefully bee can stay in for a few more weeks.
Can't say anything more than I'm thinking of you and little bee and sending as much love and hope as I can.
Oh Heather, this never gets easy does it? I am hoping and praying for little bumblebee. Much love to you.
xoxo
Aw, honey. I don't know what to say. I'm so sorry, and I'm holding you all in my thoughts.
Grow, little Bumblebee, Grow!
Thinking of you and Bee.
I'm glad you were allowed home and I'm sorry to hear about Bee's growth. I hope that he can manage at least a tiny bit more growing. Go on Bee. x
I am sending prayers to God right now. God hear my prayers. Amen
Sorry to hear this, Heather. :( I'm glad you are being closely monitored. Here's hoping for a few more weeks of growth before you meet Bumblebee!!
Oh hugs! I am praying you get a few more weeks! Have you asked about the steriod shots to mature the lungs in prep for an early delivery?
sorry you have to go through this. I am sending positive thoughts and prayers your way.
Grow bumblebe...grow!!
Oh sweetie you don't suck at growing babies! Your body just isn't cooperating with you. I know that 28wks isn't where you wanted to be, but being at 28wks gets you out of the really risky micropreemie stage. I will keep your little bumblebee in my thoughts and will keep cheering him on to grow, grow, grow! Thinking of you and your little one!
Oh, Heather. That is not good news. Sending you every positive wish and hope and thought I can muster. Much love.
Hey, I know this isn't what you had hoped for but it sounds like you should be able to squeeze in a few more weeks. The Bee is still a great weight and to have made it to 28 weeks is a huge achievement.
Grow Bumblebee grow!!!
I'll be thinking of both of you!!
Thinking of you and sending happy healthy baby vibes to bee.
Heather I am thinking of you and the bee and hoping like mad that there is more growth and a lot more positive news next doc visit. I am so glad they are watching you but remember to call them if you feel anything at all needs to be looked at again. It sounds like they are good listeners so don't be afraid to speak for the bee if you feel you need to.
Grow little bee, grow!!
xxoo
grow baby be grow! You have to remember to eat!
hang in there Heather and keep up the good work! My fingers are crossed and I know you doctors are keeping watch.
Shit Heather. Sorry I was away and missed this. I am thinking of you loads.
xo
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